Alone...

Many things in life I don't really conprehend
Like the party I did attend
I made my way and entered the room
I just sat down there
Without concern nor care
Without any inkling of the impending doom

Everybody was in tune, grooving and dancing
To me, they were just jumping and prancing
The music was unfamiliar, the rhythm was weird
I felt that I was left out
So much that I want to shout
I was getting lonely, just as I feared

And at that peculiar and special moment
Standing out from the crowd, looking so prominent
The girl of my dreams, as beautiful as can be
An angel in disguise
Saw a sparkle in her eyes
I saw her standing there, smiling back at me

She took my hand and guided me to the dance floor
Taught me how to dance, to sing and more
She was kind to me, I was ever grateful to her
I have never felt
But my heart did melt
I realised that i could not live a moment without her

But just as fast as she entered my life
She deserted me and left me to strive
I was heartbroken and felt dejected
The one I loved and cared about
Without any doubt
Has gone for another, my life was shattered

After she left, I could no longer eat nor sleep
Sitting there, just thinking about her long and deep
What have I done wrong, what should I have done
Now I've lost her
And my mind altogether
The world was no longer pleasent, no longer fun

I have been let down before, once too many
I've decided not to fall in love with anybody
I will not go after, I shall not pursue
Not now, not ever
Maybe even forever
And I will always remain alone, that much is true...